"I Rise Up, Not Without Help" (2009) Watercolor and Gouache |
The final painting--which was accepted not only for the 2011 desk calendar but ALSO for the wall calendar (I kept walking around, dazedly mumbling "One of twelve...one of twelve...") --features myself walking up a slope, upon which are inscribed the most recent obstacles in my life: my husband's year-long deployment in Afghanistan and deaths of my father and sister. I am wearing a cloak which is casting off black feathers in favor of white ones and which features--as the peace I bring with me into the future--a view from the labyrinth at Four Quarters Farm (you will see the photo in a previous post) and a crazy quilt robe, each of whose patches represents someone who has helped or influenced me throughout my life.
I showed the painting to my friends, and the first question out of their mouths was, "You're going to make the robe, right?"
"No," I said.
"I dare you!"
"Nope. It would be a huge project, and I don't have time."
"I double dare you!"
Fine. Double dare the Badger. Well, heck, I reasoned, I had more than enough fabric and ribbon, yarn and embroidery floss to give it a shot without spending thousands on materials. Because I have a well-documented habit of diving into new medium head first, I found a book of stitches and a robe pattern, and started planning. We were going to Tucson for the Gem Show, so I made a bunch of patches with the basic form appliqued on them and then took the appropriate threads and yarns for embellishment.
The Dad Panel |
The Pele Panel Embellished Printed Fabric |
I love trying new media. I determined that I should teach myself a new stitch with each patch: not only would I be learning something but it would give the quilt more variety. It also, incidentally, fascinates fellow airline passengers, though you have to be careful not to accidentally stab your neighbor (who, thanks to airline designers, is probably uncomfortably close) with your needle.
The Dad Panel features three things Dad, who was an artist, taught me: "You don't have to draw every damned leaf on the tree; you don't have to draw every damned brick on the house; and STOP RIGHT THERE".
The Digger Panel |
Some of the panels are recognizable in the robe; others are slightly different; others are completely different. Given that I now have an entire robe to cover instead of just one side, I have a lot of leverage with design. Also, if I had left the panels the size they were in the painting, they would have been miniscule.
Digger was a good friend. He was a cantankerous old miner, discoverer of amazing linarite and wulfenite deposits. He was responsible for getting my art into the Tucson Gem Show and he gave me my very first nickname, "Tiger". We lost him this past January, but he did get to see the patch in the painting.
Mark's Dragon |
I should have known this was coming. Orren likes brevity and specificity. I took a deep breath.
Tina and Rob Panel |
He was satisfied.
I became bolder. I pulled out metallic threads, and started embroidering in earnest.
Badger Panel |
I found that it while it is possible to create a patch with which I am dissatisfied, it is impossible to overdo a patch. With the Badger and Tina panels I simply ran out of room to do more. Note: the associated Rob panel is actually my design, following the lines of the fabric from which I made the Tina panel.
Eventually I realized that in order to know what size of patches I needed to design I would have to start actually assembling the ones I already had. I cut out the pattern pieces for the robe and stitched down the extant patches. I would also be able to add the interstitial patches (you can see some to the right of the Digger panel) needed to complete the design.
Right Side Robe Front |
Left Side Robe Front |
Fancy Stitches |
If Orren asked me to define crazy quilting again, I would change my response. Crazy quilting isn't quilting, really: it's painting with fabric; it is less about sewing and more about fiber art. It's "anything goes" using thread and yarn and fabric, beads and buttons.
It's CRAZY!
I love love love this project...art imitating life imitating art...and watching one of your paintings 'come to life' as something I am allowed to touch has been one of the ongoing high points of my summer! Thanks for your badgerific determination!
ReplyDeleteYour work is always amazing! Between those couple of threads we looked at together in the little shop and sitting with in DD when you are working, it is a special priviledge to see it coming together. It will be even more amazing when it is done.
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